people here are giving me unfair treatment. i feel so pissed nw. my head n heart is burning. i wanted 2 tel someone. i wanted 2 tel u. but i juz realised dat u dun understand. u made urself clear wen u said its no big deal yestedae.
i feel so upset nw.
wat am i suppose 2 react wen others can go 4 their break fast at 7 except me. wat am i suppose 2 sae n think. wat am i suppose 2 feel. is it fair 4 me?
ur partner is suppose 2 share ur happiness n sorrows. but wen my partner onli made it worse wen i share my sorrows, wat am i suppose 2 feel? wen i tot dat he can make my heart feel better, wen i thought dat he cud see my way, but he didnt. wat am i suppose 2 feel?
i try 2 tel myself dat im fasting. i cant get angry. i cant cry. but my heart is aching. i dunno wat 2 do nw. my heart is juz dying inside. please tel me wat 2 feel rite nw. please tel wat is the right feeling dat i shud have.
dear god. i juz wan 2 shut myself down.