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i said i wan 2 move on. i said i dun wan 2 cry. but i keep tinkin abt him. like wats gonna happen next, will we ever get 2 settle our differences, etc.

i texted him yestedae. saying thanks 4 wateva he has done 4 me. he din reply. i dun mind though. i juz wan 2 pass the msg. but after a while, i read back my msg. n i wonder. does my msg sound like as though im saying goodbye? is dat wat he is thinkin?

i said dat 2 let him noe dat i still acknowledge him no matter wat our situation is. but i hope he doesnt tink im saying goodbye.

the first text came tis morning. after jannah insists on me asking him sometin dat she wans 2 noe. so i msged him. n he replied. n after dat we tok abt my eye issue. i wasnt tinkin abt anitin else. i felt as though its been a while dat we actually tok. wen its actually onli 1 day.

wen i said i wan 2 be on my own 4 a while, i didnt mean goodbye. wen i said thank u 4 everything he has done 4 me, i didnt mean goodbye. if i said i wan a time-off, he wudnt wan it rite. so i put it in another way. dat is on my own. 4 a while. but i didnt mean goodbye.

did he thought i was saying goodbye?

i dunno. but i have a feelin he does. i wanted 2 tell him dat im not planning 2 leave. i wanted 2 tell him hw i cud i leave wen i love him? but i dunno y i juz kept quiet. maybe coz part of me stil feels sad bout wats goin on rite nw.

before i sleep yestedae i thought abt him a lot. i wonder wat is goin 2 happen between us. i pray 2 god dat if hes much happier tis way, without me in the picture, den im willing 2 let him go. if us bein 2gether is not the rite thing 4 him den im prepared 2 let him go. even though my heart says otherwise.

i miss him.

but i dunno wats rite 4 us rite nw. im feelin a little confuse. no its not dat i wan 2 leave. nothing like dat. im juz confuse on wats goin 2 happen 2 tis relationship.

can i please go somewher far frm here? perth again maybe? juz 4 a piece of mind. can i?

the funny thing is, though tis heart is hurt n crushed, at the end of the day i neva fail 2 hope dat god brings him safely home. though heartbroken, i prayed 4 his safety. i jus did yestedae. its funny rite.

sigh.