well, it wasnt at first. it told him 2 let me go if hes tired of me. n den we started blaming each other. he said he felt bullied, misunderstood, unforgiven and unappreciated. hmm.
maybe i alwaes misunderstood. well, he doesnt convince me. but i do appreciate him. wat he did. juz dat he din see it. bout the bully thing. i dun reli get it. unforgiven? hmm i do 4give. but i dun 4get.
u noe wat i think. i think we both are the same. i did shit things. he did shit things. we are juz the same. hard-headed, angry people who jumps 2 conclusions. n thus it alwaes cause a world war between us, unfortunately.
i dunno wats the conclusion nw but i tink we both agree 2 give each other time 2 heal. i tink dats the best.
2 be honest, im feeling relieved dat we tok it out. sometimes i wish he wud juz agree 2 tok it out wif me everytime i started toking abt feelings. n not 2 let it go on til now. which alreadi cause so much damage. can u tell him dat?
n yes i noe hes not the type dat show his feelings n all. but wen i ask, tell me lah. wats so hard? he said he doesnt show a lot of things but he did miss me wen im not around. he shud juz tell me n save me the trouble of asking rite?
i use 2 tell him EVERYTHING. which also cause world war between us. (SEE WAT I MEAN? WE FIGHT ABT EVERYTHING) but as i grew older i tink im a secretive person inside. i dun let it out. not all.
for example, YOU AKA MY BLOG. he doesnt noe dat im typing n revealing all tis in my blog. well, no one knew. its juz between u(blog) n me. tis blog is like my personal diary. though its public, no one knew. well, coz ive abandoned it 4 so long i gues.
im feeling tired. i cried 2 much. i tink 2 much. i got hurt 2 much. i tink i need 2 slow down wif my life. relax n enjoy life 2 the fullest.